149. Rubber skin and plastic bones, warm ducks and hard dolls.

I'm soloing and I sound like a duck who honks barks instead of quacking quacks.
I'm going to embarass myself and dunk my head in a toilet bowl of pee when I'm done.
Regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret like a bajizillion times.

SIGH.

147.

Monday, May 26, 2008

One new special friend
Hello family and friends, today i wanna blog about a new friend that i met. Her name is NICOLE CHEN. She's nice, friendly, a cheerleader. I call her tomboy cause she plays football, basketball, o2jam. And she prefers long pants rather than mini skirts. And she is my friend now. :]

Nicole the freak XD
Posted by paulsoo at 9:14 AM

OMGEE.

Thanks Harry (:

HAHAHAAHAHAHA .

This was so random..

146. And how I wished upon every snowflake, that I was there tonight. Cause I'm 6 hours behind, and you're 6 hours long gone.

It was a murderer, masquerading his face with a painted smile, masked and skilled to the embodiment of a genuine hail. But it’s not the lies that he was trying to hide, it was the truth buried beneath it. The things he had gone through relentlessly, throwing himself in the throes and throngs of thunder and rain, swept away into a world where all was unknown to him. The things he prepared himself to do, the way to look and smile, and hide everything.

He stepped forward, and she didn’t realize the intensity of his gaze from afar, how softly he caressed her with his glance, gently beneath her eyes and around her smooth lips. The thing she held out in her hands was remarkably light, a delicate and flimsy red paper, tied into a large bow.

“For you.”

She smiled, waiting his response.

He untied the pretty paper, and inside was a gold, heart shaped chocolate with a red gooey inner core. The words engraved into the dark sweet substance were personal, a truce, and a lull from his own lips.

Again, the truth came flooding back. After all the trouble he had gone through, she still managed to outdo him without even trying. He held the box sheepishly, and with his other hand, he reached into his back pocket and held out a white sheet of paper.

Excited, she threw her tiny hands at his, the frail paper nearly crumbling in her hands. The edges of the insubstantial sheet wavered at the ends, curled up like a little baby, brown with tea and dirt. The scribbled handwriting was messy, almost impossible to read.

He wasn’t going to tell her the truth, the trouble he took to trying to make the paper look like what it had in his mind, trying to capture the essence of his imagination with his fingers. But, this had been a disaster, and compared to what she had done for him, it’s value had reduced by an infinite number.

He hung his head in shame, a will to do more, but no proficiency in the field to complete it. Waiting for a burn mark across his cheek, or a shudder of sobs from her, screams of hate of not trying hard enough and not making a point. He waited, and waited.

A hand touched his cheek, but it wasn’t a strike, it was a caress of fervor. Not daring to look up, she tilted his chin, so that his eyes were on hers.

“It’s beautiful.”

“But it sucks.”

A laugh, a beautiful sound, a delightful ring in his ears.

“It’s beautiful,” she echoed.

This infatuation, which seemed to have escaped from his dreams and seeped into his reality, seemed to be more perfect than he had ever dreamt it to be.

145. You'll never know how much I love you. Because even seeing you forever in the light, I still catch a glimpse of you in the night.

YU HUI HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

HAHAHAHHAA. GIGGLE!

SO HOOOTT LAAH HE :D

143. Seems like everyone else has a love just for theirs.

Dance Practise 2

Gah. Azalea came eaarly today (:

Lols. Which was kinda okay laah.

Then Elle came then we went to Kayu and met Nasri.

Then Teck Tsen came, then Yu Hui came.

Ryan couldn't come cause there's some birthday thing but nvm :D

After makaning, hung out at the studio for like 2 hours plus.

Arif joined us a little *ahem*a lot *ahem* later.

Then tired, and thirsty we left the studio.

Teck Tsen, Arif and Yu Hui went off together.

Me, Elle, Azalea and Nasri went to the club to eat.

Then we went back and met up with Shaun, for dance.

Did some cheer stunts before Azalea went home.

Then Nasri, and then Elle fell asleep (:

Then after than Elle went home, then Shaun went home.

Gaah, tired day. And there's 3 exams tmrw ):

Carrying Nasri: Successful Attempt.

Carrying Teck Tsen: Successful attempt 3 ( :

Carrying Teck Tsen: Failed Attempt 4

(:

Teck Tsennn. (:

He fainted from over excessive Nicole-phobia :D

woo.

Shaun and his baby (:

The three posers.

Very seductive right :D

Give me the camera!

Lols. Gayaa.

Nicole Cartwheel: Successful attempt 2

Nicole Cartwheel: In the Process

Nicole: Caught off guard LOL. Kidding (:

Nicole: Stretching her back, cause sore dy.

Nas the magic man (:

Nas 180 Head Turn: Failed attempt 19402 (:

Nasri Hat Trick: Successful Dupilcation (:

Nas Face Disappearing Act: Successful Attempt 1

The 4 posers :D <3

Elle Candid: Successful Attempt ANYTIME :D

Azalea and Elle :D

Azalea Weird Pose: Successful Attempt (:

Best Friends (:

Azalea Split: Oh shut up.

Azalea shmiling like and ANGEL (:

CRUNCHIE. I lost mine ):

Azalea Cartwheel: Dont need to say anything.

Arif Pose: Macam orang gile.

What? How many already :D

Weirdo Pose Nasri and Arif: Memang best (:

Group picture: Failed Attempt 1 (:

Group Picture: Failed attempt 2
Teck Tsen: Omgee it's that rabbit again! (:

Love you guys to the inciest bitciest titciest nitciest pieces of my super huge boobs.. heart.
I meant my super huge heart.

<3

142. If you lose fate in you, I'll give you strength to pull through.

EDIT://

I'm so sorry Nasri!

We should have planned better.

I ruined your valentine.

Hope you feel better soon.

Sorry times a gazitrimillion (:

BAND PRACTISE (:
Shut up kay, I know I'm damn slow.

Teck Tsen: Bass

Ryan Wong: Vocal/Guitar

Peter: Guitarist

Nicole: Kelefeh. Kidding. Vocalist.




Elle: Electone



Bryan: Wannabe/Drummer

Yu Hui: Kelefeh/Cheerleader

Azalea: Stand For Show Nyaah.

BAND.

<3

Btw, my mum bought me.
Purple earrings and a purple bracelet.
A purple kipling bag.
And a pink and black mirror (:

This is why I hate bitching about people on my blog.
HAHAHAHA. I'm sorry everyone (:

Ps: My Valentine's day wasnt so bad after all (: