It all started with happily ever after.
And it was endless nights of sitting up just to talk to you, waiting each day for your calls, spending all the time with you, for you. All of a sudden, I was detatched from everything I knew, my friends, my family, my schoolwork, my lunch, all because of you.
And soon, it turned to groggily trying to stay awake just to stay with you a little longer, turning off my phone so you couldn't call, unplugging the house phone, dreading the ringtone of my phone. I was alone with no one to talk to, because I've left everyone for you.
You disgust me, a cowardly, attention seeking, unloved, unfortunate teenager.. After all the pain you caused me, all th hurt you put me through, all the endurance and everything I had to put up with before we were done, it was all you, all done just for you.
Thank you for abandoning me, and leaving me with every shattering, heart splinting piece of your memories, shards wrapped around in my mind.
You are degrading, self absorbed, unsophisticated excuse of a man, and today I throughly hate you with every vein that runs through under my skin.
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