Showing posts with label love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label love. Show all posts

Monday, November 3, 2008

Soixante-Neuf . Impressionnant .

The clasp of hope , the shadow of perfection .
a glance so sudden , the beauty betrays the beholder .
Words can only say so much , then comes love .
Breath me in , my moment of utter divinity .
I'm suffocating in my own breaths . It's short , my life . And me . My world , my commitment , my friends . The definite edges of their outlines blurring together . I'm crying . Because right now , I'm addicted . Every breath , every sin , every hate , every love . The way you're perfectly flaweds , the way you smile and laugh and make my heart flutter . I'm crying , because it's perfect . I'd do anything to placate , conciliate, appease, reconcile, mollify you , because you are me . In every possible way . You're everywhere and nowhere , where I need you , where I needed to cry and needed to laugh .
I love you .
The perfect finish to my puzzle , a dazzling end to my mystery .
Nicole (:

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Soixante Cinq Ans . Juste Attendre .


Minds are tumultuous , rapid , ingenious , unique , extraordinary , astounding , beautiful things , made and molded into being by only the hands of a god . We are great creatures , without even knowing it . We have created the light of the sun , to guide us through the night . We have formed devices to help us through the dry , desiccated weather . We have forged nimble equipment to slice through human flesh , and came up with remedy to help ease our pain . We have reached out and touched the stars , discovered the true size of the sun , produced the world’s greatest inventions .

But the one thing our minds cannot perfect , is the art of compassion .

No matter how much we love someone , and hold them so dear to our hearts , we end up hurting them one way or another . We were created to be special , unique and different from someone else . Our features are delicate , sole and distinctive , from the characteristics of our idiosyncrasy behavior at times , to the richest black in the color of our hair .

We are not made to do everything someone else desires . We are brought up to make our own decision , our own choices and opinions regardless how ludicrous others think our notions are . We are human beings . We are not robots , we are simply humans . We think , we talk , we voice out what we think is right . We do not stand , and wait for someone else to crush our ideas and destroy our dreams . We question authority to have our rights , to prove that we are innocent , or that we are not erroneous .

And if we are such distinct individuals , how could we ever learn to love so fully and unconditionally without getting hurt in the process ?

We try . Whether we can or we can’t , we try . We fight for the person we love . We are devoted to brawl and scrap and struggle with everything that’s in our way to give anything that we can to the person whom we feel a compassion for . We wait till the earliest of mornings to see their name pop online , feeling a sense of guilt tearing at our hearts , knowing that the moment we start to tap of the keyboard , a fight would break out , and know that nothing will ever be the same again .

We all love . We love to love . And we love to have someone love us back . We cease every opportunity , leeching on it , hoping it’d provide us some comfort , hoping the other person would feel the same way back . We want a sense of longing , a desire , an ache , a craving , a yearning , a lust . We are love sick sometimes , a nostalgic feeling that gnaws at our insides and leaves us empty .

Love is such a complicated obsession . A fixation , a fling , a fad .

If it makes us feel so bad , then why do we have a need to love ?


Nicole (:

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Cinquante Huit . Pas de Restrictions.

Liyanah & Nicoleh (:
Liyana and Nicole , not so blurr (:
Chloe trying to swear .
Krystal eating her Fuanita or something like that .
Chloe and Yee Xin's best attempt to swear (:
Mei Kee acting "cool"
Chloe walking towards Baskin Robins (:
Chloeh and Nicoleh (:
At the Forever 21 changing room mirror ! (:
Krystal at MPH :D
Liyana at MPH :D
Very shiny Krystal (:
Haha . Another jewel (:
Chloe's awesome amazing photographic skills :D
Looking at pictures in Chili's (:
Using so many cameras :D
Krystal , Chloe , Yee Xin (:
Kanye West on Krystal :D
Like damn chyunn .
Liyana matching with her baju (:
Haha . So yeng :D
This was either Krystal or Chloe (:
Yee Xin :DD
The original owner , Chloe (:
Second one :D:D
Chloe Wong
Krystal Ho
Low Yee Xin
Liyana Sobri
Nicole Chen
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Sanity confines our minds , keeps our feet on the ground and our heads from the clouds . Sanity bounds our imagination , and we aren't free to do as we please . Our conscious minds may wonder off to beautiful lands , full of green grass and amazing rays of sunlight descending down the sillouhette of the distant mountains . But what lives there can only exist in our heads , and survive as a memory .

We no longer find rides as thrilling , as the new things slowly fade to grey . Facades of dust and dirt maybe settle on the mantlepiece , or gather together on porcelain dolls , lifelessly sitting and staring at us with the cold blank of it's glassy eyes . But the sentimental value keeps us there , and holds us dear . Knowing that it exists not only in our minds , but in the eyes of another . Knowing that sanity is what we could keep , and not let it wander .

So be it . We all fear of the unknown . We all feel fear , and protect our pride . We snigger and snort at a crazy old man on the street , dancing to a song with no music , singing with a voice but no sound . We laugh , but sometimes we envy . He might be outcasted for his dirty looks , or disturbing behaviour , but he is free . Sanity no longer holds him back from the things he could or couldn't do , and death or live would be neither a blessing nor a curse .

I want to be free , to be able to soar in the sky amongst strange and lovely creatures that ruled the day and the night . I want my mind to be able to venture out and grasp things I never imagined possible . I want to run for miles and miles on end , feeling only the wind that whips my hair from my face , and the sore and weakness in my shaky limbs .

Free ? We are all contained and held by or sanity . It holds us back from what we can truly get or achieve , holds us back from going beyond our limits .
But sanity , is the only thing that glues us to our minds , and makes us believe that we are truly , greatly , still lost within the containment of our lives .

Nicole (:

Lick off that strawberry icing ,
and get tangled up in my hair .
be speechless .
Stop talking and share my moment ,
share the beauty in my love .