Cinq . Moi-Même .

In the world , there are three types of me .

The Good Me .

The Bad Me .

The Just Me .

I think in everyone there are two or three kinds of people . One , to yourself . Two , to your family . And three , to your friends .

You look at yourself in the mirror , and think you're pretty . Everyone does that . They think they're pretty but they just say they're not . You sing to yourself in the room , and act like a dork without knowing it . You scold yourself stupid for jamming the comp , and swear at yourself like crazy . You scream and hit the pillows when you're mad , swearing at your mum . And when you get out , you're the same again .

Then , you see your family . You maybe see your mum , who you're pissed at . You avoid her , and wait for her to apologize to you . It's a mum thing . You see your younger brother and you laugh at him when he does something wrong . You see your older brother and you talk to him deep into the night about your crushes , and your friends , and his girlfriends . You see your dad and you act all goody so that he doesnt scold you . Then , maybe he'd let you out of the house .

You go out with friends . You act differently with your best friends . You can talk to them about almost everything and they'd understand . You can call them bastards and swear at them , knowing that they'd always have a better comeback . You see the popular kids , and you wave at one or two . You see those people who have been talking about you behind your back , but you still smile and wave like nothing's wrong . You see people you dont really know , you just walk by them without saying hello , like they were people you've never mer before .

No one really know you but yourself . You want your boyfriend or girlfriend to cuddle you this way , but you dont tell them cause you're scared they'd think you're a freak and break up with you . You want to tell your parents to stop nagging you , but you dont , in case your parents take it some other way and end up nagging you even more . You want to tell your best friends what was wrong with them , but you dont cause you're scared they might end their friendship with you .

Most humans care about other feelings more than their own . But it sucks . The human mind is the most unpredictable thing in the world . So you can only trust yourself . The rest of the me's just slips between everything .

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Nicole (: