Thursday, October 30, 2008

Soixante Quatre . Soutenu ?


What Your Cute Monster Says About You

You are a vibrant, vivacious person. When you live, you live as wildly and loudly as possible.

You are very bold. You are willing to stand up and be a leader.

Your inner demon is intensity. You have a tendency to let your passions take over.

People think you're cute because you're fiery. When you get worked up, it's charming.


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Expect the unexpected .

We don't expect anything , do we ? We don't expect anything , except expecting the expected . The expected is what we know , our timed , unwritten agenda , the ways we keep our lives woven into the threads of reality , seeping into our bloodstream . We are all passionate and focused , fighters for the right of fate over our lives , the destiny that we all want to have . But we are losing the valiant battle over our will .

We want to be able to choose : To chose the course of our lives , or how our lives would turn out . We don't want to fade away , like a wisp of wind that blows out the tiny flicker of flame from our life candles . We don't want to end up dead and crimson beneath the flowers of a tyre . We dont want to lie on a cold bed and wait for a last breath , confined within bare , thin walls , just waiting for the time to come , and for the last seal of our tired eyes .

We want to do the expected . We want to only do what is expected of us . We wake and eat and sleep . We work for what we're capable of , we try to do what we think we can . Our daily routines . The unexpected throws us off course , makes everything hazy , like a window after the rain , or a sky filled with mist and dew . We leech on familiarity , the vague sense of memory embedded into our minds . We need lucidity , coherent and cogent logic to keep our minds on track , to make sure we dont veer off what we intended to do . We don't need things popping out of no where to cause us distress , or throw us off balance .


All we want , is to expect the expected .


Because when there is the unexpected , we start to hope .


And hope keeps our spirits alive .






But our breaths quiet .

Nicole (:

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