Soixante-Dix . C'est Pour Cette Raison .

5 songs that you enjoy the most now .

. This Is Why I'm Hot __ Mims .
. Can't Stop Gotta Date With Hate __ Lostprophets
. Hands Down __ Dashboard Confesional
. Falling Awake __ Gary Jules
. Golden __ Fall Out Boy

5 things you like most about boys .

. Guys who sleeptalk (:
. Guys who listen and shut up .
. Guys who have nice hair .
. Guys who can sing and play the guitar .
. Guys who cuddle and not puke (:

5 things you hate about girls .

. Girls who have high squeaky voices .
. Girls who laugh squeakily .
. Girls who's skin is more than clothes .
. Girls who have make up more than skin .
. Girls who cari pasal (:

5 things you love about your country .

. The types of food .
. The types of clothes .
. The islands .
. The versatality in races .
. Everything ? :D

I tag:
Chien Teng
Tiffany Khoo
Selena Tee
Chloe Wong
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I can't think , can't seem to keep my fingers running over the pads of the keyboard . I hear the piano playing in the other room . I hear music , sweet and distracting . I hear the gentle flipping of a magazine , one page after another . I hear the wind that whip past my ears , the silent drone of the fan . I hear so many things . But I can't hear myelf .

I can't hear my heart beating . I can't hear my blood pulsating . I can't hear anything of me , anything that is me . I can hear everyone else . Everyone's thoughts , dreams , fears , loves , heartaches , jealously , outrage . Why ? I'm not that sure .

But when I place my fingers on my chest , I feel the reassuring thumps against my hands . When I stop moving for a while , I can hear my pulse . But I need silence . One that would gladly engulf me in it , but not entirely . I want laughter , and happiness , and fun . I want good things , great things , things that make someone feel perfect .

I'm aiming for the sky , for the unending blue and fluffly white clouds . I'm aiming for the sea , the fold of green and rich sea blue . I'm aiming for the fields , the neverending green , and a whole row of colourful flowers . I'm aiming for the rainbow , the gold at the end of it . I'm aiming for everything I cannot have . I'm aiming for the stars , the impossibility . I'm aiming for the sun , the blinding white light that could scorch my skin black .

I'm aiming for an aim in life , so I can have something to live for .

But I'm lost . I have no aim .

Does this mean I have no life , or no reason to live .

Nicole (: