338. NEW MOOOON! :D <3

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337. Late night scrambling for sheets and sweet dreams.

Are you always like this?

Pardon?

As in the way you talk to me.

As in flirting?

Yeah.

Sometimes, when I feel like it yeah.

How about you?

Haha, nope.

You made my night.

Sometimes, I feel like I don't want to.

It's not worth that kinda rush.

But it's not like that with you.

if we're having the this conversation face to face, my mouth would have been upon yours a long time ago.

shhh, baby ♥

And you have made my night as well.

Come hug me, I'm shivering.

Haha, I'm here.

On top of me? ;)

Next to you, silly.

With my hands wrapped around your waist.

Of course, what's a hug if not for that?

But not too tight, or else something would be poking you down there ;)

Oh, shut up.

You're ruining the moment.

I'm all in my head.

Pushing your hair aside, kisses on the neck.

I want to be all over you.

You know at this point most guys would have given up trying to understand what I mean.

I guess I'm not regular guy.

If you were, I wouldn't be talking to you.

What if I am now, would you be talking to me?

You wouldn't hold my interest, I have the attention span of a 5 year old.

So, if I'm still hanging onto your every word.

*kiss*

now, where's mine?

hmm, you won't come back if I give you one.

so I'm gonna make it last till I can no longer resist.

my defenses are already starting to fall apart.

Then my tongue should tangle with your bubblegum one.

Don't tempt me.

I have a tongue piercing?

Ugh, you have just crossed the line.

I'm coming for you.

I'm just lying beside you babe.

I can't feel you in my arms.

Let's live in imagination tonight shall we?

That, we shall.

Now, shut up and kiss me already, will you.

336. When the world comes down.

Reunion!

Who knew we would turn up this way? School footballers, basketballers, cheerleaders, singers. Hahaha. (RICH AS HELL *WINK WINK*). There's only so much you can say in 4 hours after not meeting each other for 4 years. It was exhilarating, and we practically had no awkward silences (YAY.) :D It was a lot of fun :D

The very smexy (AND RICH) host for the day (:

The cousin proving how he doesn't like taking pictures.

The 'Ben Phuah' Sandwich

Jo, Boo, Ben, Jade.

Seng Loh, Yen In and muah.

The 'Seng Loh' bun.

The loners for the night ;)

The cousin, being well, the cousin :P

GROUP SHOTS :D

NUMBER 2.

Playing with Boo's DSLR in his room (WITH THE TEDDY BLANKET.)

I'm on the left. Always.

Don't steal my side.

:D

♥

335. Birthday, birthday.

Happy birthday, brother.

I hope you get what you want in return from who you want it from.

<3

334. Last day of being 16, at least in school anyway.

Yesterday, it was like stepping through a monochrome photo, where everything is black and white. Faces, doing what humans cannot, smiling like the days that go past weren't flitting across our minds like sheep over fences. Each day is a survival against the bitchy horrors of teen drama, the killer eyes of a bitch stare, the clash of boys and their (stupid) egos, and the usual, the utter shattering boredom of listening to teachers drone on in class.

And of sabotaging teenage life, always teasing the class's snowflake (dandruff boy WINK WINK), guitars and singing, failed outings and sweet sixteens, long conversations over the phone, and bad expensive food in school, it's funny how I wouldn't change it for the world, as sucky as the year has turned out.

Because there are those who make my world a whole lot more bearable.

Yu Hui.

Someone I HAVE to say who has stuck through my moods, thick or thin, till bitchy fights do us part, or not :D It sucks shitballs that you're going away, and you should know that I'll miss you with every atom of this crazy, mood swing-ish being. I loove you like I love rainy Sunday mornings, mad shopping sprees and SHOES. But the way I love you, that will last forever (: ♥

Jaycee and Jasmine!

Might actually be on opposite poles of the entire universe! But they dance like they are gods. And their choreo is to die for -.- AND THEY ARE SO ADORABLE :D They've been through so much this yeaaar, and they are strong, too strong. Stronger than my physical strength :O That's a lot (; Lool. Love you guys (:

Khor(ean) Wei Shen!

Ooh, the boy who I can't stop arguing with everyday :D The boy who is always JEALOUS (of Jeremy wink wink), and has a scary jaw line, and walks like an old man, and only knows how to play 2 songs on the guitar, and sings atrociously, and has ugly legs (like Faris), and has the attention span of a 3 year old, unless you're talking about hot, remodeled, plastic Korean Superstars :D You are too cute of a boy to be a MAN :D Hahaha. Laff youuuu :P

MA BOYSS! :D :D ♥

Faris Lodin!

His joy and ecstatic enthusiasm is enough to fill my entire world with flowers and what not. A cute belly (like Arif), and a million dollar smaaaaaiileee. And a brain that thinks rationally. A person that I ALWAYS come to for advice. Thank god you're alive hahaha. The more I get to know you, the more I haven't gotten you all figured out (: You're a confusing pit that I keep falling into, but I always land on a bed of roses (NO THORNS.) Loveee youss.

Arya Samudra!

My fereva self pitying friend (: You're better than how many million people in the world at breakdancing laaah, you silly head. It's been a great 3 years with youu and Keat. Stop feeling things with your heart. Some times, it's better to let your head do the thinking. (YOU BETTER JOIN MY CLASS FOR PARAMOUNT I TELL YOU OR I HANTU YOUR BUTT.) Love youu (:

Nasri Siru!

Last, and the very very least, (except for that nugget on your face: ARIF ARIF.) Only kidding. You skinny son of a bitch. Hahaha. This is a bad picture of us. ANYWAY. You've stuck through my sudden outbursts of anger and hyperness, and you are always speechless whenever I talk to you about anything :D But that's Nasri for you. Tall, dark and full of swear words. Lovee youu (:

Okay, before I get too mushy and start to fuck things up with my endless writing, I just want to say, what's a world without you guys in it to pull me through every single dying day of my life? (:

AN EMPTY HOLLOW DEATH OF DOOOOM!

Lalalove youu.

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332. Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements even if it leads no where.

Lately.

I've been more confused that I'd like to be.

So, I'm deciding that I can't let this go on longer.

I'm gonna give you up.