I swear this is so funny, I could laugh till my pants drop off :D

D-Trix : You gotta be able to dance

Ryan : Alright.

D-Trix : But then again if you can dance, but you're butt ugly, it don't work.

That's D-Trix for you Elle (:



D-Trix : 68.3% Filipino, and then the rest is German, Irish, Indonesian, Spanish, Chinese, Indian, not Dirka Dirka, but Feather... What am I missing? Did I say Portuguese ?





Ahh, so adorable (:

Plus, Ryan's super random there :D




Ryan : I'm too shy!

D-Trix : That's so untrue!

Ryan : I know!




Hok : Tight, like, boxers but like those tight ones.

Steve : Yeah, boxer briefs.

Hok : So it like, fits nice.

Victor : You know, you get the contours of everything.

Angelica : Anybody wanna show?

Feng : Dom's not here.

Hok : Not like you could see anything or whatever, so you know. So, alright next question!

Steve : Before he gets back :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D .

LOL. So Quest of them to leave D-Trix out on cool questions.

Plus, Hok's accent is so damn sexaaayy.



The only thing I can say ?

SESAT GILE :D:D:D:D:D:D




Steve's impersonation of Feng's pose is hilarious.

And Victor tried to kiss Feng at one point.

And lalasexay Ryan's fixing his hat and his hair in the background.

And Steve is super sesat, damn comel :D

The missing Feng, who strangely, in a really awkward way reminds me of Eugene :D

FOR EXAMPLE :
( Cause Eugene says he IS Feng. LOL, yeah right.)

Nicoole. says:
that feng dude looks EXACTLY like you :D

Eugene says:
hahahha
aite aite
lemme look at it
cause u noe, its ME

And then....

Eugene says:
DUDE!!!!!!!!
it looks like a shitty me
d guy wit the dyed hair rite?

____________________
Eugene just sent you a nudge.

Eugene says:
noob guy
tries 2 look like me

Nicole says:
I thought you said it WAS you

Eugene says:
-.-
I'm not THAT ugly

175. I think my heart just skipped 6 beats.

Our good friend, Seethru.

Seethru's pretty empty.

Yu Hui, my partner in crime :D

I TOOKK THIISS :D

Okay, fine. Yu Hui took the fungus but it DOESN'T MATTER :DD

Yu Hui took this too but this DOESN'T MATTER EITHER!
Is that poop on his table? ChubbyWubbly.
Yu Hui, feeling very magnetic. Hair lengthss :D

The dustpan is shorter than me! GASP.

Yeah okay fine whatever. Chhh..

AHHHHHHAAAA. Wei Shen SOO CUTEE :D

171. We came here to walk away.

He is shattered, magnified and watched under a microscope. The mind is wondrous, and controls you rather than you control it. It makes your emotions run free, your burning anger fueled by memories, your longing desires driven by thought. And now, the mind is hanging on a tightrope, dangling by the edge.

His will isn't his own, his heart isn't where it belongs. He is constricted, confined, forced and contorted into things he cannot understand. His lips move in a silent prayer, one that becomes a story that strangly resembles his own.

The faults, the failures, the disappointments. The insomniac which humour and patience is the only limit he gives himself. Someone who had gotten so lost in the past, it was too difficuilt to find his way back into the present.

Like a blind man, he walks down endless paths in a large rainforest of memories, waiting for an opening, to unlock him from his solitary confinement in the figment of his wondrous mind.

170. I can't tell where you end, and I begin.

Elle said she dreamt about my house 2 years ago.

I personally think she's psycho.

I bey everyone agrees with me (:

My eyes are pretty droopy now, like imma fall asleep.

But I feel like blogging. A LOT.

Yumm.

Nas said my room looked purple.

No, shit.

Duh, right.

169. Every day we spend here is like a whole lifetime of dying slowly

Dear Mr. Lullaby,

Sing me to sleep.
Please make me close my eyes,
so I cannot see,

Your frail and fragile fingers,

the pretty lines in your palms.

Perfection coccooned in silence,

a never ending smile.

So, Mr. Lullaby,

why can't you see?

Have I really found you?

Or are you just a dream?

Mr. Lullaby,

Do I really know you?

Never more than it ever seems.

168. Quest Crew, Bitches.

Ryan's shablam after his back flip.

Unbelievable ! (:

Plus he's a hair dresser, he's straight, and he's cute.

LOL :D

Unofficial group take with Lydia Paek or soemthing like that (:


Dom/ D-Trix's facial expression is priceless.
Hahaha (:



Hak slapping Steve during their kickboxing week.
I don't think everyone caught Steve's butterfly in the middle.
His feet hitted all the beats in song ! :DD


Blindfolded in Britney Spears's Toxic.( :

Omg this is damn fake.
It's like a blind superman jump over 2 people :O

This was the magic week.

They stuck a stick through someone's body.

I forgot who (:

Lalalala.

Scarily, Feng reminds me scarily of Eugene.

He's on the far right (:

Group picture in purple ! (:

I think Ryan is hottest ! (:

And he can really really breakdance ! :D

But D-Trix and Hak are superr cute :P

<3333

167. Earth hour, an escapade to a dream world.

Earth hour was awesome.

Technically it was Earth 8 Hour 20 minutes but it's okay :D

We turned off our lights and went to look for Shaun and the Brothers, then ended up walking to Marianne's house to kacau them. There were these two hippie looking guys who went around knocking on people's doors and pressing on their intercoms and saying, "Dude, turn off your lights. It's earth hour yo."

Haha. Damn funny. And they have that weird reggae raspy accent (:

Anyway. Ryan and I said Happy Earth Hour to a few people on the way and met up at the park with Cairynne, Antonio, Han San (?), and Vanessa and had a super long chat. Then we met these sisters that looked super young (:D), Cheryl and Jane, but were more matured then they were. Their dog was called CC.

But Ryan thought it was Sexy. And then it became Bobo/Bobobo/Twinkle Toes :D Then we met with Shaun's friend Shiyonn and a few other KDU people which was kinda funny.

We walked back to Marianne's and watched a movie and ordered yummy McDonalds. Yippee! Then we watched Employee of the Month, predictable and super cuteee! :D

Then we ate and talked and left the house at about 1am to Shaun's place.

And we talked about almost anything to each other. (Shaun, Ryan, Me, Lucas, Cheryl and Jane). It was so fun and there was this point where there was sounds coming from outside, and we got so shocked that I ran into the toilet but it was a false alarm.

By the time Jane drove us home it was about 4.15am I think (:

Now, it's about 20 minutes before my maids wake up and start their morning. I've got 6 hours of dance practice tomorrow, and less than 3 hours of sleep.

Ahh, Fuck me.

The Best 8 and 29 Minutes Earth Day In The World.

(:

166.

So I've been wanting to skip my SPM since forever, but I didn't know how to skip it without skipping prom altogether. I worked out like a super cool scheme, all I need now is a college. Well most of you know I love the colour purple, haha. That was way out of context (:

Okay. Most of you know that I wanted to do interior designing ever since, ever. Like, totally! I've been checking out colleges in France, mostly Paris, and I found the Lisa school of applied arts. Omg, the campus is mega cooool, and the dorms are so nicee! (:

So, I planned to skip 3 months of the first half doing a little study leave thing, OR I'll jsut go for some studeny exchange program (: I'm gonna skip either the first half or the second half, haha. I can't do my SPM if I skip either! Then I'll go for proms and farewells, then I'll leave to Paris officially the next year.

After I can drive that is (:

And I'll be gone long before you know it.

165. Promises break, and lovers will lie.

Just another, to try and push you away.
To try and make myself forget about you.
I don't hope for you to understand,
and I take back the things I didn't say.

I meant to tell you that I was thinking of you.
And that you filled me up with bubbles of happiness.
I wanted to tell you so much, but I'm glad I didn't.

Cause I take them all back.

And it's better now, I don't see your face when I look away.

164. Lalalanasrilalalalala.

*modnasri says:
hahah i also see u saw my yellow shoes
8D

Nicole says:
dont remind me
and dont you fucking dare wear them.
if they are torn, ripped, stabbed, dirty, stained, soiled, wet, smelly, and vadalized beyond recognition, you know where to find me
( :

*modnasri says:
hahah its soo cool its matches with everything
well almost everything

Nicole says:
what your face ?
( :

*modnasri says:
-_-

Nicole says:
oh sorry, I just had to spite you because I dont have the shoes myself

*modnasri says:
-___________- <--Elle.

Nicole says:
lols. YEAH I KNOW , so annoying
EH ARE YOU COMING TOMORROW DONT CHANGE THE FUCKING SUBJECT I DONT LIKE IT ARE YOU COMING OR AM I GOING TO SHIT ON YOUR SHOES AND KILL MY SWOLLEN CLEAVAGE SHOWING BABY ? (inside joke)

*modnasri says:
uh yea im coming

Nicole says:
okay good ( :
I find that I'm extremely persuasive dont you ?

*modnasri says:
-___________________________________-

Nicole says:

that's so Elle, Nasri.
I'M BLOGGING ABOUT THIS NOW

Lalalalalala (:

You do know I love you right?
More like your shoes *cough*
But I just didn't wanna tell everyone!

Ooops.

( :

Giggle.

They tried to kill chilvary but we brought it back.

Lostprophets<3
I swear, after so long I'm still so god damn addicted to this band.

They're soo soo soo damn goooood.

And I still have to thank Eugene, though his quirky sense of music.

Haha. This one was good though (:

Standing on the rooftops, waiting for the bombs to drop.

This is all we've got now, screaming till your heart stops.

Never gonna regret, watching every sunset.

Listen to your heartbeat, all the love we found.
Scream your heart out.

- Lostprophets

My Favourite Highway<3

Yes, I admit. It's my latest obsession.
What happened to Ben Whishaw? Jason Castro? Adam Levine?

Lalala. Somewhere at the back of my head.
My Favourite Highway is beyond awesome (:

Lalalove.

If you've ever heard a beating heart

A rhythm for the songs we're too afraid to sing

Nobody here is perfectly fine

A delicate frame, a fragile design

- My Favourite Highway.

162. We're the new faced of failures, prettier and younger but not any better off.

I’m staring, lost for words. Why do I keep bleeding myself dry for you? Getting up to let you have the sadistic, cruel bliss of battering my down again. I don’t stand up for myself, don’t stand up for anyone else I could imagine except you.

I don’t know why you’re the exception, or maybe I do. Maybe it’s because you are so remarkably unparallel to anyone I know of, so much till even my judgment is shrouded in the clouds. I have no more words to say to you, nothing left of me to give, because everything I have you have taken and destroyed and pounded into nothing more than pulp of sand in the desert.

You admit to how much you are ignorant to feeling, how you can exclude yourself from people and still remain covered and veiled by the very ones you were avoiding. How can someone who'd rather secludes himself from the world still remain cherished and unharmed by godly hands?

Sometimes, I doubt I’m thinking clearly. I don’t think you exist, a figment of my imagination, a fabrication of my thoughts. Nothing can be created to be so invulnerable to all emotion, the only thing made to make us cower away and hide.

So I am asking you, are you real or are you just a part of me I want to be? I’m confused and lost in my train of thought, in my sea of dreams. I’m just waiting for a shadow on the ripple in the surface, a stretched out hand to bring me out of the ecstasy of the ocean.

161. I can drive and you can sleep, while the radio collides with the sound of our heartbeats.

I think the memory capacity in my head is less than the size of a penny.

Sigh.

Anyway, my Internet has been down for suuuper long and I have been socially deprived for the last 11 days. No contact with the outside world, alone in my house with nothing to do but games of Solitaire and Free Cell. You know how much time these retarded card games take up? LOTS. Crapp, I swear to god. I was sitting down in front of the comp for 3 hours trying to figure out how to play Free Cell and when I won, I missed my lunch ):

So many things passed me by. The Internet was dead, so no blogging, no writing, no drawing because I get my pictures from the net, no iming people, no blogs to read, no life? Shit, this sucks. Never will I abandon my laptop again. I missed you so much! ):

Ahh, were having dance practise soon again. Elle I want all the pictures. NOT ENOUGH (: Giggle. Gah.

Sports day passed, we got first for cheer. Yay us! Yay me for the uniforms, they didnt turn out too bad. Lols. Then, Chloe's birthday passed, happy 10th anniversary! Then Yi Shuen's birthday passed, which I accidentally slept on the couch with about 20 people sitting around watching our sports day. Then dance practises passed, outings with the cheerbitches and with Ryan and our old gang LOL.

And then, lots of basketball with Shaun, and Ryan and Adrian coming over to play Pokemon cards with my bro. Been playing Monopoly Malaysia Edition with superpowers for the past few days. Living on chocolate, 3 in 1 coffee, yummy Kopikos, late night mee gorengs and satays, fried rice, and spaghetti since my mum went overseas.

My mum came back today though! Yay, awesome. So long freedom, I will long for you the moment my mum starts nagging me again. It's late I guess, and my body alarm clock's going cuckoo. I'll be updating little bit my little bit as soon as I get the pictures.

Gahh, I'll miss Shaun and Brother Gang when the hols are over. Been spending too much time with you guys again. Lols. Basketball and Pokemon cards all the way, baby.

Sorry we couldn't catch you, Jas!
Miss you to the littlest bits of this torn and broken heart.

Lovesnicole. Tired and sore, beyond control.

161. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH fullstop

Bryan and Nicole Sesaaaat.

Okay this is better. But still, Bryaaan.

Just us girls (:

Elle and Me (:

March 6th, 2009.

Friday.

Sports Day 2009




http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pq3Xhz6CQm0&feature=channel








http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qp6_pk_9gNk&feature=channel_page

All I've got so far.

Courtesy of Weng Yan's blog, and Weng Yee's videocamera (:

Lols.

Cause all of sweat and tears can fill up for the hundreds of 100 plus bottles we drank.

Ahh. I'm savouring this victory forever :D.

Nicole ( :

160. The impossible dream.

I’m sorry for what you couldn’t have experienced when he was around, how the inevitable was closer than anyone thought. I swear I couldn’t imagine you crying, because you were never one to remain disheartened by anything for a long while. I have already forgotten what it feels like, and I don’t expect myself to understand what you are going through.

It’s a hard, rocky, rigid, rough, tough road to slowly letting go. Slowly and surely, you will crawl, and cry, and creep in grit and gnashes.

But you’ll pull through just like you always have.

I swear, I will help you every step of the way.

Just know that he’s no more in pain, and he’s better wherever he is now.

I'll be there for you forever and a day. <3

159. Fools are those who live on false hope.

Happy Birthday Cassidyஐ.

Honestly, there's nothing we shared that I won't miss (:

♥Nicole.

158. I'm leaving you for the last time baby.

I watch you stare, your eyes reaching like a scalpel deep into me, cutting me wide open and leaving my blood to dry. I feel so drained, empty. I’m trying to push my thoughts away from myself, because from my betraying visage you can see it all.

I lick my lips, not letting my emotions get the better of me.

I’m not letting it get to me this time, not this time, and hopefully not ever again. Why can’t I tear my eyes away from you, or stop imagining your bronze skin against mine? Restless feelings bouncing back and forth in my bare mind, words that mean nothing other than letters stringed together, misfits of a puzzle.

I’m trying to believe myself when I tell you that I’m leaving you for the last time baby. For the thousandth time I swear, because now it seems as though it is more of a lie than it would ever be after a thousand more.

157. I lose myself in all these fights, I lose my sense of wrong or right.

I was just watching this retarded Korean drama series on tv, cause my mum said all her friends said it was so awesome. I swear to god, the show was so crappy. The storyline is so fairytaley, and the scene jump from the school, to the work place, to the house, to the mansion. Haha. But it's all from the manga so I dont blame the movie. HAHA.

But seriously, I dont know why my mum's friends watch it. It's so... childish, and funny, and the story doesn't make sense. I don't know why 40+ year olds like them (:
Haha.

But still, I wouldn't mind watching the show over and over again for these hot Korean guys. Lols. Maybe that's the reason why (;

Nicole (:

This is Lee Min-Ho who plays Gu Jun-pyo (구준표)
He's like the super main star, but I don't really like his nose.
He's like, 21 this year. Pretty young. *HINTS*
Haha. It's a good thing his hair isn't retarded here.
It's curly in the show O _ O
EWW.

This is Kim Hyun-joong who plays Yun Ji-hoo (윤지후)
He's 22 this year I think.
Homagad, I swear he's sooo attractive in the movie.
And his hair is the BOMB, and he's the prettiest pretty boy.
And he's so damn adorable it makes me wanna go
LALALALALALA :D
SIGHHH.

This is Kim Bum who plays So Yi-jeong (소이정)
He's so cute!
He's just there to smile and look super pretty.
He's so cutee laaah, I just wanna bite him.
RAWR.

This is Kim Joon who plays Song Woo-bin (송우빈)

Now this I REALLY hate his nose.

LOL. But still he's kinda cute too (:
And super long and lean, and has great taste in shoes.

I'm lazy to write about the girl. Lols. She's not important.
She's not HOT, like all of them (:
In fact, she's so annoying in the show.

Anyhooo..
The show's called
"Boys Over Flowers"
I think lots of people heard of it before (:
It just came out this year. Haha.

I finally understand why people are so obsessed about Korean stars now.
It's because you cant just obsess about ONE.
You have to obsess about EVERYONE.

number 1:
They practically look the same

number 2:
The hot ones are usually the superheroes

number 3:
How can they cast someone not hot?

number 4:
They have the same names,
eg: Kim Bum, Kim Joon, Kim Hyun-Joong.
And they're 3/4 of the main characters in the show.

number 5:
They're roles are to stand there and look pretty.
They're practically jsut there for you to fall in love with them.

I will never mock people who love Korean stars again.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

not.